Killin' Me

(album: Sobriety Sucks - 2016)

Mama said "I got a problem"
Mama said "I need God"
Mama said "I got a problem"
Mama said "I need God"

And lately I've been chasing lighting (Chasing lightnin')
And I've been tryin to make it with this hate inside me
And I've been to the end of times the way I'm riding (Ridin')
And I've been calling shots so you can say I'm psychic (For real)
My latest says I need to smile, she says I'm always down (Always down)
Meanwhile I'm trying to drown inside this bottle of Crown
I ain't fuckin around, I've been up and then down
I was better when down, everyone that's around
Was my homies for real, (Real) they love me for real (Real)
Now I'm fucking with Jews arguing over publishing deals (Deals)
I'm fucking for real, how the fuck does it feel
To go from nothing to something and you fucking for real

Mama said "I got a problem"
Mama said "I need God"
Mama said "I got a problem"
Mama said "I need God"

And I just keep on smoking weed (I just keep on smoking weed)
And I just keep on popping beans (I just keep on popping beans)
And I just keep on sipping lean (I just keep on sipping lean)
And I know that it's killing me, (I know that it's killing me) yeah
And I just keep on smoking weed (I just keep on smoking weed)
And I just keep on popping beans (I just keep on popping beans)
And I just keep on sipping lean (I know that it's killing me)
And I know that it's killing me, (I know that it's killing me) yeah

And things are looking up but I still miss my brother (Miss my brother)
And I still think about the nights that we use to hustle (We use to hustle)
Tears in my eyes, I can feel then coming (I can feel 'em coming now)
People talking to me, I ain't hearing nothing (I ain't hearing nothing now)
I'm riding all alone man, I'm in the zone (In a zone)
In airplane mode, I'm turning on my phone (On my phone)
And I fucking with no one I need some time (Time)
And I just need to roll one up and now get high (High)
Think about the time we use to ride and talk about it all
Now I'm thinking 'bout you dog, every time I hit the mall (Mall)
On my six, standing tall (Tall) I'm still macking in these broads (Broads)
Can't believe this fat boy got that game but man I pull them all

Mama said "I got a problem"
Mama said "I need God"
Mama said "I got a problem"
Mama said "I need God"

And I just keep on smoking weed (Smoking weed)
And I just keep on popping beans (I just keep on popping beans)
And I just keep on sipping lean (Sipping me some lean, lean, lean)
And I know that it's killing me, yeah
And I just keep on smoking weed (I just keep on smoking weed)
And I just keep on popping beans (I just keep on popping beans)
And I just keep on sipping lean (I know that it's killing me)
And I know that it's killing me, (I know that it's killing me) yeah

Oh, let me sing a song about my life, about my life
About my life