Party Of One

(album: Open Book: A Memoir - 2020)

Hey, it's nice to meet ya
So many times I've seen ya
But you feel like a stranger to me
We're paralyzed in my bed
These sheets know my silence
And the person that's hiding from me

I hate you, lie to you
Sometimes I don't give a damn
A damn about you
I love you, breathe in you
I know that I will die with you
It's time that I

Look in the mirror
Straight in my eyes
Tell myself I'm not broken
Just 'cause I cry
It's a love song
Party of one
I'm not weak 'cause I don't want to fight
I am more than my body
More than my wealth
I am more than these demons
Holding me down
It's a love song
Party of one
I know it's bad for my health to hate myself

Ooh, waltzed into madness
The push and the shove
Dance our way straight into love
Even on the down days
I'm still looking up
'Cause I know that I'm good enough

I hate you, lie to you
Sometimes I don't give a damn
A damn about you
I love you, breathe in you
I know that I will die with you
It's time that I

Look in the mirror
Straight in my eyes
Tell myself I'm not broken
Just 'cause I cry
It's a love song
Party of one
I'm not weak 'cause I don't want to fight
I am more than my body
More than my wealth
I am more than these demons
Holding me down
It's a love song
Party of one
God knows it's bad for my health

I am somebody
Just stuck in this body
Finally, I don't wanna leave
So hey, it's nice to meet ya
Every time I see ya
You're not a stranger to me

Gonna look in the mirror
Straight in my eyes
Tell myself I'm not broken
Just 'cause I cry
It's a love song
Party of one
I'm not weak 'cause I don't want to fight
I am more than my body
More than my wealth
I am more than these demons
Holding me down
It's a love song
Party of one
God knows it's bad for my health to hate myself