Bourbon Scars

We started with hello
And it turned to good bye
I don't know , I don't know, man I don't know why
I sipping bourbon, it's the only thing to heal these scars
And I ain't never felt a pain like this before

I chugging this liquor, fuck sipping it slow
I know I ain't perfect, but why did you go
I'm just a man, that is no excuse
Put my problems on you, thats verbal abuse
I'm sorry momma, I hate saying the word
But you knew I was damaged the day we met first
I changed my life, you still think I'm the worst
All a man has in his life is his word
Fuck these problems because I've been through the dirt
Lost both of my parents, put friends in a Hurse
Lost all them years behind bars, and that hurts
Surrounded by fake people, I'll never convert
You were my rock, but now you are gone
My addiction is creeping, it's coming on strong
This was a letter, it turned to a song
I hope that you will listen, since you are gone

I don't know what to say
I'm not a perfect man today
Like no matter what I do
I'm still a bad guy to you

Now that it's over real feelings come out
If you weren't happy, why did you stick around
I'll be the bad guy as good as it sounds
Should have known you were perfect, I'll get you a crown
This house is so empty with you not around
It's four in the morning still knocking em' down
Writing this pain, had to get this shit out
I gave you my heart, you tore that shit out

I don't know what to say
I'm not a perfect man today
Like no matter what I do
I'm still a bad guy to you

We started out with hello, then it turned to goodbye
I don't know , I don't know, man I don't know why
I sipping bourbon, it's the only thing to heal these scars
And I ain't never felt a pain like this before

And I ain't never felt a pain like this before