Wish I Was Here

(album: Black Market Enlightenment - 2018)

All in all I don't know what to believe
But I told my friends I'm not sure if they're real
And I'm peering in mirrors for proof that I'm here

Half in half out of this broken machine
Sick to the bone with some spectral disease
Came back from the void with the void still in me

Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here

Watching my life on a de-tuned TV
The pictures I see are just shapes on a screen
Come shake me out of my slow motion dream

Here comes another day lost within the fade out
And I'm freaking out
Don't let this be what I'm about, I'm about

Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here

Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here

Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here

Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here

Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Oh

All it would take, is a whisper or a kiss
To seal my fate, within the abyss

Anesthesia
All is seeing, self-deceiving

I'll find a way home
A way home

How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here

Acid mother
Resin father
I am blind