What Now

(album: Something Beautiful - 2016)

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say
But something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like its laughing at me
Through the glass of a two sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
What now?

I found the one, she changed my life
But was it me that changed and she
Just happened to come at the right time?
I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like its laughing at me
Through the glass of a two sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
What now?

There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
Cause I spend every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
What now?
Somebody tell me
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-oh-oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-oh-oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-oh-oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-oh-oh why
Yeah, so what now?
Somebody tell me
What now?