When You Hold Me (Live)

(album: The Feels - 2019)

I wonder if you'll tell the next guy I was nothing
Was just a blip you dated for about a year
Maybe you'll act like you just knew me for a summer
You never loved me that's what he would hear

I know it might be paranoia or Sativa
Maybe a tiny bit of irrational fear
But every time I try and act like I don't need ya
My universe and path both disappear

Because I'm still in love with you
I wonder if you feel it too
I'm laying up late thinking 'boutcha
Stumbling through my days withoutcha
These memories, I can't seem to erase

Like laying here watching Netflix woke documentaries
Making that sweet sauce laying a fat one on me
Saying you'll never leave me again
Hearing me say you're my best friend
Was never lonely
Till I knew how it felt when you hold me
Knew how it felt when you hold me

You probably moved on with your life like you're supposed to
You haven't thought about me any time of day
Or maybe you've been wishing I would just come kiss you
I doubt it, but if so I think I'd say...

Baby I'm still in love with you
I wonder if you feel it too
I'm laying up late thinking 'boutcha
Stumbling through my days withoutcha
These memories, I can't seem to erase

Like laying here watching Netflix woke documentaries
Making that sweet sauce laying a fat one on me
Saying you'll never leave me again
Hearing me say you're my best friend
Was never lonely
Till I knew how it felt when you hold me
Knew how it felt when you hold me

I can train my phone to delete your face
You can just pretend you needed space
Just when I accept my obvious fate
You keep showing up and I just melt away

Cuz I miss laying here watching Netflix woke documentaries
Making that sweet sauce laying a fat one on me
Saying you'll never leave me again
Hearing me say you're my best friend
Was never lonely
Till I knew how it felt when you hold me
Knew how it felt when you hold me