Sorry

(album: Eighteen Archives - 2018)

I don't love myself, yeah, I'm no good for my health
I was tryna find happiness somewhere else
But I search, search, search and found nothing
Keep finding nothing
The girl I'm in love with, I don't think love me (no)
I'm not like her exes, no problem for me (no)
I regret all my pasts but I like when I bleed
'Cause if I'm feeling something, then I'm feeling free
Numb to the fact that my heart black
So many missed calls, I lost track (lost)
Put on a facade like I'm all that (all that)
Deep down, feeling like I lost that (lost)
Feel like I lost myself, feel like I lost it all
Am I the only one that feels like this?
Anyone else feel like they hit that wall? (that wall)

Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am

Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am

A lotta people know I've been holding back (holding back)
But I think it's time I snapped
Just know every album getting better than my last
Welcome to the pack (yeah, yeah)
Maturing but still falling into my past (like that)
Got my heart feeling black
I could be abroad, doesn't matter where I be
Every city that I'm in, I could put it on the map (on the map, right?)
Fans say I've changed, like I haven't heard it
Get out of my face, got here from minimum wage
Get your grind up before coming at me with some ignorant comment to say
Pray for a break
God gave us more, but I only talk to you when I'm down (I'm down)
I need you here when nobody will be here
I need you when nobody else is around, yeah

Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am

Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am
Sorry for the man I've been, sorry for the man I am