Beyond Repair

(album: Hot Trash - 2022)

Maybe I should move closer to the beach
'Cause the valley full of our memories
I can't even go where we used to eat
Hard to call it home without all your things
Now I do what I want and I kinda hate it
And all I do is drive down the interstate
'Cause when I try to sleep I just see your face
And the plans we made

We picked a name for our daughter
Talked about her like she was here
Had a dream of me at the alter
Could have sworn I saw you there
I even almost asked your father
But last minute I got scared
I thought forever might last longer
I could have sworn we'd make it there

But now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair

I deleted your number
Wish I didn't know that shit by heart
'Cause if I get any drunker
I'll fuck it up and call you from this bar
Wanna know are you home touching someone else
Should I leave you alone, should we work things out
Now who do I tell
When I'm not doing too well
It ain't nobody's fault
Yeah we both done wrong
And it's making it hard to move on
Now who do I call
When I got no one at all

We picked a name for our daughter
Talked about her like she was here
Had a dream of me at the alter
Could have sworn I saw you there
I even almost asked your father
But last minute I got scared
I thought forever might last longer
I could have sworn we'd make it there

But now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah
Now it's fucked beyond repair, yeah

We picked a name for our daughter
Talked about her like she was here
Had a dream of me at the alter
Could have sworn I saw you there
I even almost asked your father
But last minute I got scared
I thought forever might last longer
I could have sworn we'd make it there
But now it's fucked beyond repair