The Abyss

(album: Blissful Awareness - 2020)

Lost in the deep, tread lightly
Gets harder to breath, I fight it
Wanting a win, I just move on
Flying away, I float so far
In the abyss, this space unknown, I keep calling

Now what means most to you ain't much to me, now I can see that
Reaching for my pride every time my confidence is low as kneecaps
Feeling like we off commercial break, I had to tell 'em "We back"
Really ain't much to my story
Put the pain on the page, I pour it
Had to put some things in order
Had to put perspectives in this picture that I'm painting for 'em
Try to see the bright side in this bitch, I can't get out of darkness
Trying to find my foresight in my vision, follow my gut, my intuition
Gotta be more Lord, this ain't living

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Dealing with the ups and the downs right now
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Never let a hard time break me down
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Hard to see the light when you living in the dark
Hard to move on when you stuck inside the past
Hard to save a dime when the shit don't last