The Ride Rmx

Said I don't even know myself so how the fuck can you relate to me?
You got some insight meaning that you've seen some things I haven't seen
I realize this world is fake, I refuse to associate
This lonely soul that's searching for acceptance he did not recieve
I feel I'm on my own, I know I am, there ain't no helping hand
With food held in his palm up in my face to feed this hungry man
The plan was try to make it big and I tripped at the finish line and fell flat on my face
Feelin embarrassed, wasted lots of time
I embodied the hatred that was given to me
The literal poet that's murdering every thing that he touches, I see!
I'm given you honesty, passion but I bet that my dedication is key ('cation to key-?)
They wanted the sick and sadistic but this the tradition considerably!
Try to be positive and prosper from the blessings I have
Attempted to view the bigger picture
Put my poems in perspective
For people that's livin similar
Never given (giving? 1) advantages
Depression settles in with no medication to manage it
I'm not leavin the house, I would rather sulk in seclusion
And give you something that's realer instead of vivid illusions
A steady state of dilusion with deprevation of self
I'm aware that constant complaining and poppin pills never help
I just pray that the Lord forgive me for sins I'm commiting daily
Pacing, talking to myself, I'm all alone and feeling crazy
LAWD!

Yeah
Now...
Huh
Back to the skeletons I keep in my closet
A double bolt lock on the door to make sure they never leave
The intracacies of insecurities aren't easy to see
So I pour my pain in every lyric, therapudic release
Relinquishing demons from my soul, I saw my death in a dream
The reason I work the way I do and I'm refusing to sleep
Cause when I was younger people askin me why I never speak
I truly believe I'm insignificant
"You'll be fine", but I doubt that shit
Evaporated confidence compliments on my self esteem
Astutely staralize with my [?] anonymous signature
The savior sanctify your silent soul from the subliminal
The sign that your ignoring
Conforming the metaphysical
Realigning your thinking for positive reassurance
Use your current situation as motivation deterring you from anything that's negative or feeling like your minuscule