Holiday

(album: When My Heart Felt Volcanic - 2018)

Firecrackers go off in my mind
Posting all of the time so you'll see it
Do you think of me once in a while?
Oh, you do? Not sure if I believe it

You say you're fine to go back in time
You gotta get it right, even for the night
Don't give me fire and act all ice
I can't keep up, so indecisive

You say you want a holiday, want a holiday
I know just how to be your escaper
But you don't, don't do anything, give me anything
And I can't be wasting time if it's fake
There's nothing that I can do
I just wanna be close to you
I'm surrounded and so confused
I just wanna be close to you

I can't focus of think of my own life
TV shows to distract me from false screens
I should feel good for a second
Because I'm feeling nothing for the rest of the day

You say you're fine to go back in time
You gotta get it right, even for the night

You say you want a holiday, want a holiday
I know just how to be your escaper
But you don't, don't do anything, give me anything
And I can't be wasting time if it's fake
There's nothing that I can do
I just wanna be close to you
I'm surrounded and so confused
I just wanna be close to you

I know you don't want me to go
I know you don't want me to go
I know you don't want me to go
I know you don't want me to go, baby

You say you want a holiday, want a holiday
I know just how to be your escaper
But you don't, don't do anything, give me anything
And I can't be wasting time if it's fake
There's nothing that I can do
I just wanna be close to you
I'm surrounded and so confused
I just wanna be close to you
I just wanna be close to you