Feel About It

(album: Cashmere Tears - 2019)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

So tell me how you feel about it
Know it's been a minute, we don't speak about it
Dance around the fact that you still think about me
But never hesitate to tell me how you feel about me

I ain't shit, say less
Apologies then I digress
I smoke more when I'm stressed
I talk, you're unimpressed, I get it
Found my confidence in compliments
I know I'm blessed
You say you liked me more before we met
'Cause now you know me less
All that money don't die with you
I overspent and bad decisions won't lie to you
I know regret charismatic, now they want vibes with you
See the drip and now they wan' slide with you
You let em' in, come through and spend the whole night with you
Now you pretend that all this love gon' enlighten you
Now you descend into a bottle of light pinot
And empty sex and find your way back to my pillow?
You make me sick

So tell me how you feel about it
Know it's been a minute, we don't speak about it
Dance around the fact that you still think about me
But never hesitate to tell me how you feel about me

She said, "I miss you but feel much better without you"
Apologies make it simple but ain't no changing the outcome
You only care about yourself, don't you?
You think I'm talking for my health, don't you?
I know she read me like a paragraph
And this divorce won't need my autograph
When you're tired, cut me out of all our photographs
Shallow waters, I've been drowning, going overboard
I've been going through the motions, don't who to call
I might hide all my emotions in another song
Drop another thong
I know something wrong
I know something wrong
I know something wrong

I know she need me but feel much better without me
My demons keep me surrounded
My preacher said I need guidance
My guidance said I need Karma, I do
What I paid for forgiveness I know I'll never recoup
I what I did for our future I know I'll never undo
Still surrounded by women but know they'll never be you
Keep it real with myself or know they'll never be truth
I make me sick

The fact that you won't even answer the phone right now
Just proves to me how ain't shit you are
Like, really Kojey?
You're gonna sit up here and talk about
"Oh, it's distance this," and "Distance that,"
But there wasn't no fucking distance when you was fucking me raw, fuck is you talking about?
Like, you sound dumb
You fucking wanna place the blame on everybody else's, everybody's else's [?]
Take some fucking accountability for your actions, like
Are you fucking simple?
Are you dumb?
What the fuck is wrong with you?