Meds

(album: Salting Earth - 2017)

Tell me how I woke up next to you
I don't remember coming here
I thought we said we'd never do this thing ever again in our lives

I don't know how I should handle myself
You don't even understand me
Build me up, breaking up
You're my emotional chauffeur alive
And you're holding sharper knives

So I'm going to bleed denial
Gonna lose my mind
Should I start taking meds?
And realize that I don't really understand, don't understand nothing at all

I don't know who I've been hanging out with
Did you ever understand me?
Tell me love is this the crazy just taking us over tonight?
Are we over? Get the knife

Cause I'm going to bleed denial
Gonna lose my mind
Should I start taking meds?
And realize cause I don't really understand, don't understand nothing at all

Everytime we find the end of this bullshit
Tonight
Are you ready, get the knife
Cause we're going to bleed denial
Gonna lose my mind
Should I start taking meds?
And realize I may never understand
'Til I start taking meds
And realize, we may never understand
Should I start taking meds?
And realize, so that I can understand
So I can finally understand