Millions

(album: Dissimulation - 2020)

I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line
And I get no answers
Something wrong with me
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me

Money can't buy happiness
Only rents it
I told myself I wanna finish
And I meant it
I hated every fucking second
Hated every mention
Searching and screaming
For all the reasons that you wanted
More appealing and attention
You turned my blood against me
You made me hate my bestie
You fucking ruined me, man, but
You don't care
Every message that I would send you would just air
Oh well, fuck it, you got what you wanted
At my expense
You did it, you already won it
And now I'm picking up my pieces
Done with all your leases
I hope you hear this and hate it

I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line
And I get no answers
Something wrong with me
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me

I know I'm not easy to be around
Hard times, you're holding me down
And I like how you smile
Even when I make a fool of myself
Still, you want nobody else
And that shit really helps
Diamond in the rough, you know I mean it
You don't want the money or the fame
You'd rather leave it
Leave it just to help out all the people with their mental
Fundamental, you are my sentimental dealer
Turning down my compliments
I really hate it, since I'm tryna boost your confidence
I really made it since you helped me with my issues
Stronger than ever
Want you to know it
Forever

I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me
Got my feelings on the line
And I get no answers
Something wrong with me
'Cause I'm not on cloud nine
I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna be your B
I got millions on my mind
Still I get so anxious
And I can't help me