Step 7 : What We Deserve

(album: Apologies In Advance - 2018)

I woken up outta my sleep 'cause I had work to do. Like, my brain was like, mmm, no, you can't sleep right now, you have things to do, you know? Multiple occasions woken up out of my sleep. And I, I guilt trip myself, like thinking, "You're not being productive", "You're not moving forward", "What are you doing? ", "Okay, you been sleep too long", "What is this, is this resting period you're taking?" Okay, you know, you're sleep. It's just like, get up, you know? So, I feel like, umm, that too goes back to like, where does that guilt come from? Like, why do I feel guilty for not being productive or for not being productive in this, real, like, in this conventional sense, right, you know?

I think one thing is accepting that like, being guilty, because someone, you're not like pleasing your fam or whatever
You gotta accept that like, yo, you shouldn't expect shit from anybody
At the end of the day, what do we really deserve from each other?