Crazy/Stupid

(album: Apart - 2020)

Star-crossed lovers
I can't help but wonder
Did I ever leave your mind?

Late night summer
In your room
I want your body next to mine

I told myself that I could forget
But no, I won't
No, in the moment
I don't want nothing else

Tell 'em oh-so-sweet little lies
When I'm with you
For a moment they could get it right
Making promises that I never keep
And I do it to you every time

I'm so out of my mind
I'm crazy, yeah, I'm stupid
'Cause I can't forget
So out of my mind
Still I do it to you every time

Birds start singing
Empty streets
See the morning slowly rise

No birds left, see
I should've stayed
You beg, you stay just a little while

But oh, you know how it always goes
Till next time, I'm gonna let you go, go, go

Tell 'em oh-so-sweet little lies
When I'm with you
For a moment they could get it right
Making promises that I never keep
And I do it to you every time

I'm so out of my mind
I'm crazy, yeah, I'm stupid
'Cause I can't forget
So out of my mind
Still I do it to you every time

And I get dressed and try to leave
But maybe I should stay
A part of me feels guilt
Always pushing you away, so selfish

In all my stupid ways
I wanna keep you to myself
'Cause I don't want nobody else to have you
I could see it in some bad film, we say goodbye

And I say, "This is the last time"
But it never really is
You laugh and say, "Oh, is it now?"
'Cause nothing ever changes
Can't go back to being strangers

Tell 'em oh-so-sweet little lies
When I'm with you
For a moment they could get it right
Making promises that I never keep
And I do it to you every time

I'm so out of my mind
I'm crazy, yeah, I'm stupid
'Cause I can't forget you
So out of my mind
Still I do it to you every time

I can't help it
I keep on doing this to you
Keep fooling myself

I'm so selfish
Maybe you get a little bit too close
Then I'm running away

I can't help it
I keep on doing this to you
Keep fooling myself

I'm so selfish
Maybe you get a little bit too close
Then I'm running away