Broken Hearted Woman

(album: Winter Heartbreak II - 2021)

You wanna know what's his name, what's his name?
Trust me, his name don't matter
All I know was I give you five years of my life
And for most of it, my whole heart has been shattered
I've told you I was unhappy every three months for the last three years and you didn't listen
I gotta force you to tell me "Happy birthday"
You never bought me a present on Christmas once
And when we ride in the car with your friends
You don't let me ride in the front
And now you all jealous and upset
'Cause I met a brand new guy, and I'm what he wants
And your life's just falling apart
Because a guy is calling my heart
You ask how can I run through the finish line
Boy you made me crawl from the start
And down on my knees, begging for respect
You doing this to me, nah, I never could've guessed
I don't gotta fucking brain up in my head, it's in my chest
Just to get a smile from you, was a never-ending question
Just to get a hella from you, was a full-time job
And to think I almost turned into a full-time mom
And almost had your kids, but I have to intervene
I don't want children that have half of your genes
I would have to tell him see daddy got the genes
Where if he sees a girl that he thinks is prettier than mom
He's probably gonna stare at the fatty in her jeans
And let's say it hurts mom's feelings
A mama gets upset and madden tries to scream
He's gonna deflect all of it, and blame it on the kitchen and how shit isn't clean
Or my blouse that isn't green
And the fact that I had put on twenty pounds since I was a teen, I'm a little bit heavier
And my hormones are fucked up
Unfortunately, our love life isn't regular
And apparently I nag too much
And the stupid ass questions I ask too much
And the cash I ain't making enough
And I get on his nerves, when I ask him to take me to lunch
You think I wanna deal with that honey?
I believe that you love me, but you don't respect me
You never call me to say that you love me, nope! You text me
And when I respond, you don't text back
The confidence that I lost is hard to get back
But the other night, a real nice guy took me out on a date
And I dressed in jet black
And he listened to me talk, and he laughed at my jokes
It was a little chilly outside, so he offered me his coat
And at the end of the night, he didn't try to kiss me or getting my address
He just told me he had a good time, if he asked me to go out again, I'll say "Yes!"