Suicide

(album: Heart Cold - 2018)

Before you take all those pills and take your life
Before you hang yourself or put that gun in your head
Understand what you're leaving behind, ayy
(Lil Donald)

I know you been feeling suicidal (I know), oh...
I know you been feeling suicidal (I know), oh... (I'm here)

Nobody told you I love you, I love you, I promise I mean it (I love you)
I know all them problems you facing be hurting, you know it ain't easy (I know it ain't)
They think that you strong, you hiding them problems so they don't believe you (oh they don't believe you)
Where all the love, where all the love when you need it? (need it)
I know it feel like ain't nobody got your back (I know)
Don't you do your family like that (don't do that)
Once you do it, no, it ain't no coming back (it ain't no coming back)
Go get some help and try to get yourself on track

Before you take all them pills (stop)
Stressing 'bout all them bills (yeah)
They don't see all your struggle (they don't)
They ain't seen you climb them hills (they didn't)
Know you ain't got nobody (I know it)
Every time shit get real (every time)
I know you don't think that God got you (I know you don't)
But I know He will (He will)
All of them nights you were crying it up
All of them problems kept adding up (they did)
All of that money wasn't good enough (I know it)
It'll be a blessing right after it's tough
You gotta hold on (hold on)
You gotta stay strong (you gotta stay strong)
You loved them and they broke your heart (I know it)
But you gotta move on (you gotta move on)
Look in the mirror, you're beautiful (look in it)
I know you getting tired of 'em using you (I know you do)
I'm trying my best to get through to you (I'm tryin')
'Cause I know what the devil tryna do to you (I know)
Here go my hand, hold it
Here go my ears, talk to me (talk to me)
I got your back (I got you)
'Cause I know you weak (I know it)

Nobody told you I love you, I love you, I promise I mean it (I love you)
I know all them problems you facing be hurting, you know it ain't easy (I know it ain't)
They think that you strong, you hiding them problems so they don't believe you (oh they don't believe you)
Where all the love, where all the love when you need it?
I know it feel like ain't nobody got your back (I know)
Don't you do your family like that (don't do that)
Once you do it, no, it ain't no coming back (it ain't no coming back)
Go get some help and try to get yourself on track

Rest in peace Quentin Jackson (rest in peace)
I still don't know what happened (I don't)
Should've picked up the phone and talked to you (I should've)
That shit hurt me bad (it hurt)
We be trying to give folks tough love (tough love)
When we don't give them enough love (not enough)
I know your problems been unfolding (I know)
Put that gun down and unload it (put it down)
Just stop one day and tell 'em you love 'em (tell 'em you love 'em)
You don't know how much that means (how much)
Know they always got a smile on their face
But things ain't good as they seem (they not)
Just hug 'em right now and tell 'em you got 'em (you got 'em)
You don't know how much that helps (you don't)
Yeah we know everybody out here facing problems
But it's hard to face the problems yourself (it's hard)
I know you fed up (I know you fed up)
Just hold your head up (just hold your head up)
The devil gon' let up (the devil gon' let up)
'Cause God got you (God got you)
Ain't nobody else won't be there for you, then I got you (I got you)
I got you (I promise), yeah yeah yeah

I know you been feeling suicidal (I know), oh... (I'm here)
I know you been feeling suicidal (I know), oh... (I'm here)

Nobody told you I love you, I love you, I promise I mean it (I love you)
I know all them problems you facing be hurting, you know it ain't easy (I know it ain't)
They think that you strong, you hiding them problems so they don't believe you (oh they don't believe you)
Where all the love, where all the love when you need it? (where all the love?)
I know it feel like ain't nobody got your back (I know the feeling)
Don't you do your family like that (don't leave your family)
Once you do it, no, it ain't no coming back (it ain't no coming back)
Go get some help and try to get yourself on track (I got you)

I know you been feeling suicidal