Bitter

(album: Spring Never Comes - 2019)

Take me as I am or leave me as you found me
I'm too numb to feel anyone that's around me
Dying inside but but I say that it's nothing
Run it up my arm just to try to feel something

Leave me where I am or take me to a new home
I don't understand what you did with my old one
They say time heals and then they say nothing
Of the joy that it steals and the new pain coming

Because it's coming for me and it's coming for you
So we try not to think about it but we do
So I'm sad all the time maybe you can relate
When everything that I love is everything that you hate
And we can't really run so we numb it a bit
But it's still gonna come for all of us in the end
And so nobody cares if your life has been smashed
Time could never repair and it never comes back
(And I'm so fucking bitter)

I guess that I'm alive but I'm feeling pretty dead
Never gonna run again, never getting out of bed
The sun is outside, wouldn't that be something?
Take another hit I just want to feel nothing

Take her to the moon keep moving on without me
I don't want to know what you think if it's about me
We're dying inside when the finally told us
That our new dreams die and the old ones haunt us

Because it's coming for me and it's coming for you
So we try not to think about it but we do
So I'm sad all the time maybe you can relate
When everything that I love is everything that you hate
And we can't really run so we numb it a bit
But it's still gonna come for all of us in the end
And so nobody cares if your life has been smashed
Time could never repair and it never comes back
(And I'm so fucking bitter)