Hope I'm Not The Only One

(album: Bloodline - 2023)

I couldn't sleep at all last night
So I opened up my eyes, it was 3 a.m.
My mind spinning around in the dark
And the past just like that ceiling fan
It was only one in California
Fifty fifty shot she'd pick it up
I stared at my phone like it was a loaded gun
Said, "On second thought"

I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up
What it means to be in love
Or if enough is ever gonna be enough
Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone
When I find what it is I want
Hope I'm not, I hope I'm not the only one
I hope I'm not the only one
I hope I'm not the only one

Mama always worried but I never saw that worry fix a thing
Said I'd never be like that
But give me one bad day and a few good drinks
There I go, rabbit hole
Wondering what the hell does it all mean
What really matters? Who am I? And am I where I'm supposed to be?

I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up
What it means to be in love
Or if enough is ever gonna be enough
Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone
When I find what it is I want
Hope I'm not, I hope I'm not the only one
I hope I'm not the only one

Thinking 'bout how life just goes too fast
Thinking 'bout all the things I can't take back
Thinking 'bout, "Why am I thinking about that?"
Sometimes I want to pack a U-Haul up
And just leave it all and run
Tell her she's the only thing I want

I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up
Or what it means to be in love
Or if enough is ever gonna be enough
Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone
When I find what it is I want
Hope I'm not, I hope I'm not the only one

I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up
What it means to be in love
Or if enough is ever gonna be enough
Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone
When I find what it is I want
Hope I'm not, I hope I'm not the only one
I hope I'm not the only one
I hope I'm not the only one