Jealous Of My Friends

(album: Grown-ish - 2021)

Wake up in my own bed
And there's no one there to take up any space
I'm never getting sick of it
Have my breakfast on the floor
And leave some breadcrumbs I ignore without complaints
There's no one there to pick on me

But sometimes, when I go to sleep
And all I have is me
I would like to share my sheets
With somebody

Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
They say how much they really love
To be in a relationship
And never have been happier than this
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it

I'm so good at being alone
I thought I almost don't remember how it felt
The time I was in love with love
I'm so comfy in my role
Of having power and control of how things end
And that way, I'm not getting dumb

But sometimes, when my thoughts runs deep
And all I have is me
I would like to share my feels
With somebody

Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
They say how much they really love
To be in a relationship
And never have been happier than this
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it

Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
They post a lot photos from
Their couples-only dinner
While I'm by myself and eating in my sweats
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it

I'm starting to get tired of myself
Just like romantic movies
I would like the happy ending
It's time for me to let somebody in
So don't you break my heart

Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
They say how much they really love
To be in a relationship
And never have been happier than this
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it

I'm so jealous
So fucking, fucking jealous of my friends
They post a lot photos from
Their couples-only dinner
While I'm by myself and eating in my sweats
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it