Control

(album: Loveless I - 2021)

All the walls are caving in
And I feel it, sink or swim
Oh, I'm so sorry
But I can't rewrite our story
All these thoughts are taking hold
Dunno if I'm feeling bold
Or if I hate this
Everything has me so anxious

Guess I'll waste another evening
Feeling like I'll never leave this behind
Stuck in my mind
Every night's a little colder
And the weight upon my shoulders won't fade
Is it too late?

Tell me what I need
Tell me who to be
You were always pulling me
Pulling me down
Crawling on my knees
Watch me while I bleed
You were always pulling me
Pulling me down
I don't wanna spend another day like this
Making me numb, ignorance is bliss
But I just wanna know how it feels
Never tell me what I need
Tell me who to be
I'm not listening
Ya, I'm finally free
You've lost control of me

And I thought that I'd stay down
When you put me in the ground
And left me buried
With my thoughts, all temporary
Oh, I clawed my own way out
Through the sickness and the doubt
Some days I feel like dying
But I'm not done, I'm trying

Tell me what I need
Tell me who to be
You were always pulling me
Pulling me down
Crawling on my knees
Watch me while I bleed
You were always pulling me
Pulling me down
I don't wanna spend another day like this
Making me numb, ignorance is bliss
But I just wanna know how it feels
Never tell me what I need
Tell me who to be
I'm not listening
Ya, I'm finally free
You've lost control of me

Tell me what I need
Tell me who to be
You were always pulling me
Pulling me down
Crawling on my knees
Watch me while I bleed (watch me while I bleed, yeah)
You were always pulling me
Pulling me down
I don't wanna spend another day like this
Making me numb, ignorance is bliss
But I just wanna know how it feels
Never tell me what I need
Tell me who to be
I'm not listening
Ya, I'm finally free
You've lost control of me