Fall Apart

(album: Smile We're All Gonna Die - 2022)

When I grow old and have a boy don't want him to be like me
I tell him go to class and get that job and a college degree
But then again it's exactly what my parents said to me
I know you'll be just fine go run along
Go right along good luck

I'm a high school dropout
Riding with the top down
I'm lonely as can be
But I'm still a rockstar going hard
Everyday I'm breaking hard
But I keep running from me
I don't wanna fall apart again
I don't wanna fall apart again
In my mind I'm not my friend
I'm not my friend
Is this the end

All I wanted was a bust down
Louis v my body on my belt
All on my cuffs now
Said she wanna live and she wanna roll with us now
Wanna roll with us now
Anywhere we bosses and entertainers
I'm the road to being famous
This shit get dangerous
I can't get complacent know they don't want me to win
I just need new motivation everyday so I can live
A brand new life
Cause it's one's way too new to me
All the money in the world still ain't changing me
It ain't changing me
I'm still the same kid and I don't got no degree

I'm a high school dropout
Riding with the top down
I'm lonely as can be
But I'm still a rockstar going hard
Everyday I'm breaking hard
But I keep running from me
I don't wanna fall apart again
I don't wanna fall apart again
In my mind I'm not my friend
I'm not my friend
Is this the end