Dead Inside

(album: Bad Dream Mad Again - 2013)

I want my life with you
I get back and she like where the hell you been?
So I tell her hell is where I've been, babe
Hell is where I've been baby
She like where the hell you been?
So I tell her hell is where I've been, babe
Hell is where I've been baby
Hell is where I've been baby, baby, baby, baby, baby

Don't miss when me I'm gone
Baby, don't cry
I think we both know that I'm dead inside
And all of those tears fall till they're dry
I won't feel bad about another goodbye
Don't miss when me I'm gone
Baby, don't cry
I think we both know that I'm dead inside
And all of those tears fall till they're dry
I won't feel bad about another goodbye

I can feel her here, but I'm by myself
She knows she can call, I know it won't help
I can hear her voice, but I'm alone
We gave this life and made it a ghost
I'm laying here tonight
With the memory that I made with her
I'm laying here tonight
And all I got is these dirty pictures

Bad kid gone good, still worshipping the devil
I'm just reminiscing her
I won't go to hell cause I been there
I cheated death but I been fair
I played around with a few hoes then I played it off like I didn't care
I've been thinking hard and contemplating if they're the realest rappers breathing in this air
Thin haired rappers always cover up what's on top
I give 'em transplants, crosshair on they bald spot
Yeah, no effort, no effort
Sophisticated company, ignorance on record
It's business for pleasure
What's pleasure? Your business
Fuck 'em all them good girls, I want bad bitches
Yeah, I got bad bitches
Ah, I know bad bitches
Uh, I know bad bitches, I know bad bitches

Don't leave me alone

Don't miss when me I'm gone
Baby, don't cry
I think we both know that I'm dead inside
And all of those tears fall till they're dry
I won't feel bad about another goodbye
When I'm back she like where the hell you been?
So I tell her hell is where I been, baby
She like where the hell you been?
Then I tell her, hell is where I been, babe
Hell is where I been babe
Hell is where, baby, baby, baby, baby

We're getting close baby, trust me I can feel it
Like the bass at a concert when you chilling at the speakers
If you doubt me let me leave you
We're all believers
I swear I give it everything and keep the secrets to myself
I wonder how my friends will all receive it when I burn the city down just moments before I leave it
Couple women stole my breath away, I let 'em keep it
They're practically living in spots I used to frequent
Shoutout to my dudes we gon' do it till they love it like I love it
Then I'll break them hearts and make 'em prove it, suckers
I find it odd they're tryna get even
They tryna sum it all up but it's a sequence
So pay attention to the patterns and if Mercury or Saturn are in retrograde it will affect your balance
Following the arrows
Tossing deuces
They just follow from the arrows that the Cupid shot
I'm tired of the silliness, I need to pay my family back
I'm shooting from the hip like a Ruger in the fanny-pack
She mad I'm shooting for the stars, then I bring her the moon but I gotta leave Mars first

I don't wanna go but I have to leave you now
You can cry if you wanna
You can touch if you wanna
You can scream if you wanna
We can fuck if you wanna
You can talk if you wanna
I can see it in your eyes
I'm dead inside!

Don't miss when me I'm gone
Baby, don't cry
I think we both know that I'm dead inside
And all of those tears fall till they're dry
I won't feel bad about another goodbye
When I'm back she like where the hell you been?
So I tell her hell is where I been, baby
She like where the hell you been?
Then I tell her, hell is where I been, babe
Hell is where I been babe
Hell is where, baby, baby, baby, baby

I get back and she like where the hell you been?
So I tell her hell is where I've been, babe
Hell is where I've been baby
She like where the hell you been?
So I tell her hell is where I've been, babe
Hell is where I've been baby
Hell is where I've been baby, baby, baby, baby, baby