I Don't Feel Good

(album: Ghostories - 2019)

I don't feel good
I can feel sadness in my bones
I don't take pills I prolly should
I wanna die, nobody knows
I scare myself a lot
There's a tightness in my throat
The panic doesn't stop
Feel like I'm becoming a ghost

I don't feel alright
I don't feel safe when I'm at home
I can't sleep at night
I probably shouldn't be alone
I'm too tired to fight
I can't lie I'm feeling low
I don't know what it feels like
To be normal anymore
Why am I like this? I used to be fine with the silence
The volume on everything's set to the highest
Afraid of the quiet
I'm worried I'll hear from the Devil without all the noises to hide it
I'm tryna ride it out
Will I be fine? I have my doubts
I'll just hide inside my house
'Till it's time to find myself

I don't feel good
I can feel sadness in my bones
I don't take pills I prolly should
I wanna die, nobody knows
I scare myself a lot
There's a tightness in my throat
The panic doesn't stop
Feel like I'm becoming a ghost

I don't feel okay
I'm glad it doesn't show
I feel so insane
A pain I can't control
My skin is feeling tight
Tryna take it off like it's my clothes
My head is feeling light
My feet feel like they're stones
I don't wanna cry
But if I don't I might explode
I don't wanna die
I just need a second to reload
I say I feel fine
I really speak in code
Act cool when I'm online
I don't wanna be exposed
I'm getting used to feeling like a human being
All these stupid reasons I feel gross
I been lucid dreaming, mood is ruined easy
All these rumors eating at my soul
Hit my head on the wall just to see if my nose bleed
I think I'm killing me slowly
I just want you to hold me
Everyone thinks they know me

I don't feel good
I can feel sadness in my bones
I don't take pills I prolly should
I wanna die, nobody knows
I scare myself a lot
There's a tightness in my throat
The panic doesn't stop
Feel like I'm becoming a ghost

I feel ugly yeah yeah
I feel stupid yeah yeah
I feel like this feeling will not go
I feel fucked up yeah yeah
I feel hopeless yeah yeah
I can feel it way down in my soul

I don't feel good
I can feel sadness in my bones
I don't take pills I prolly should
I wanna die, nobody knows
I scare myself a lot
There's a tightness in my throat
The panic doesn't stop
Feel like I'm becoming a ghost

I feel fucked up yeah yeah
I feel stupid yeah yeah
I feel like this feeling will not go