Not Falling Apart

(album: After The Landslide - 2019)

I don't cry myself to sleep at night
I don't think about you by my side
As my bride, no
You're not the girl in every song I write
And I don't miss your smile in every place that I go
You were never the one for me

So ask me how I'm doing
Oh, I'm doing so well
And there's sad or pathetic that I can tell you
My life doesn't resemble a dark living hell
No, I'm not, not falling apart
So ask me how I feel
Oh, I feel so good
And I'm doing much better than I thought that I would
No, I'd never take you back even if I could
No, I'm not, not falling apart
No, I'm not, not falling apart at all

There's not a freckle on your face that I'm missing
And I don't lay on my floor in the fetal position
I don't think about other guys you been kissing
I don't think about all the ways you were different
No, you were never the one for me

So ask me how I'm doing
Oh, I'm doing so well
And there's sad or pathetic that I can tell you
My life doesn't resemble a dark living hell
No, I'm not, not falling apart
So ask me how I feel
Oh, I feel so good
And I'm doing much better than I thought that I would
No, I'd never take you back even if I could
No, I'm not, not falling apart
No, I'm not, not falling apart at all

I don't need your love
I don't need you love
I don't need you love
I don't need you love (You're not the one)
I don't need you love (You're not the one)
I don't need you love (You're not the one)
I don't need you love (You're not the one)

So ask me how I'm doing
Oh, I'm doing so well
And there's sad or pathetic that I can tell you
My life doesn't resemble a dark living hell
No, I'm not, not falling apart
So ask me how I feel
Oh, I feel so good
And I'm doing much better than I thought that I would
No, I'd never take you back even if I could
No, I'm not, not falling apart
No, I'm not, not falling apart
No, I'm not, not falling apart at all