Turn Back To Me

(album: Never Happy, Ever After - 2015)

My memories are still
So bright but, I keep the curtains drawn
I've never been like this
Or am I just, romanticising a person that's gone?

I can only take so much, before I spill my guts
But I'm terrified of letting you see what I'm thinking
But you left before I could
And if I could too, I would
Cause my mind's a frightening, and lonely place I can't escape at night

You dreamt yourself away
And time made your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
But miles mean nothing to you
(Turn back to me)
It's all my fault, and I know it
(Turn back to me)
It's all my fault, and I know it

I know that I deserve to be alone
I wrote myself out of your story
And I know I made it seem like I never cared at all, but I swear
I was always trying, and oh, God, did I try!

This was hard when you were still around
(You were still around)
How am I meant to survive this now
(Survive this now)
I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be
(Who I chose to be)
I've been having nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep

You dremt yourself away
And time made your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
But miles mean nothing to you
(Turn back to me)
It's all my fault, and I know it
(Turnback to me)
It's all my fault, and I know it

It's all my fault, and I know it
It's all my fault, and I know it
(And oh, God, did I try)
It's all my fault, and I know it
(And oh, God, did I try)
It's all my fault, and I know it
(And oh, God, did it try)
It's all my fault, and I know it
(And oh, God, did it try)
It's all my fault, and I know it