Klonopin

(album: Billy G.O.A.T. - 2020)

Some depressing shit
Let's try it out

I let things build up
And I don't know how to let shit go
I guess I'll let it go till it explodes
My minds fucked up, I lost control
Lines get crossed like electrical
Probably something wrong with my mental
I never thought I'd let it come and get my soul
I'm too far gone, never come back home

I'm white so
You know I never had no problems (hold up, wait)
I'm white so
You know I bet I'm the problem
Came from the bottom

Came from a broke home
Where the fucks the father
Mom must of shot him
Dad didn't want him
He can do without him
Drink another bottle
Smoke marijuanna
Take a Klonopin
You can hear a pin drop when I get pissed off
I don't want to talk, I just wanna ball my fists up
I don't want to calm down
I don't want to listen
Rather throw fists and get a conviction
You know what it is put that shitbag in prison
I don't need a lecture, this shit's depressing
Me venting is probably the best thing

I'm white so
I'm white so
I'm white so
You know I never had no problems (hold up, wait)
I'm white so
You know I bet I'm the problem
Came from the bottom

They tell me use my words
Be careful, watch what I say
I say fuck that shit
Oh by the way, I'm not okay
Stuck in a cage, let me explain
What it feels like being out on stage
Whole bunch of people shouting my name
So hard to breathe, got a mountain of pain
They drive from all over to shake my hand or give me hug
That drives me crazy that a stranger actually gives a fuck
I'm not bitching, I'm just saying this shit actually sucks
My fans act better than the people that I actually love
Why don't I feel life, 'cause I feel like
If I don't take my pills I ain't gonna feel right
Motherfuckers talk shit, I don't really feel nice
I feel like y'all scared like some field mice
Feel like I might go psycho
Driving down the road with my eyes closed
Dealing with a different kind of white boy
Real shit, no vanilla ice though

I'm white so
I'm white so
Came from a broke home
Where the fucks the father
Mom must of shot him
Dad didn't want him
He can do without him
Drink another bottle
Smoke marijuana
Take a Klonopin