Out Of It

(album: This Light I Hold - 2016)

Inside my body, I'm a stranger!
Stuck in a place that never changes!
The world around me, seems unaffected!
But here I am behind the bars in my own prison!
Behind the bars in my own prison!

All my worst memories on repeat!
It's like my mind is the stuck on rewind, it's a vicious cycle that I can't break free!
I'm holding on but, it won't be long till:
I get so deep inside, I don't think I'll be coming out alive!
I tell myself that everything's alright but, I can't believe it when I know it's a lie!

I feel the pressure and it's hard to break
Is it to late to, make an escape to somewhere that I might have a second to think?
Without this dark cloud following me!

Locked inside of a nightmare, I think I threw away the key
And I'm so afraid of the ending
Cause all I see is me losing

I get so deep inside, I don't think I'll be coming out alive!
I tell myself that everything's alright but, I can't believe it when I know it's a lie!
All of reality starts to disappear again! When I'm stuck inside my head, someone get me out of it!

When I scream in my dreams, no one hears me
And when i wake I'm still alone, so I fall back asleep
When I bleed I start to feel but it leaves me empty!
I start to believe there's no saving me

I used to think I had it under control
Now darkness follows everywhere that I go!
No one can see it so I feel all alone
I'm dying inside but I don't let it show
My walls are caving in!
I'm suffocating!
Get me out!

I get so deep inside, I don't think I'll be coming out alive!
I tell myself that everything's alright but, I can't believe it when I know it's a lie!
All of reality starts to disappear again! When I'm stuck inside my head, someone get me out of it!
My eyes start to cross and I am slipping away again!
God I hope it's not the end, someone get me out, get me out of it!