Coming Home

(album: Force Of Habit - 2020)

Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah

It's like all my insecurities are weighing me
Down
I need to take control of my life
Nobody's saving me now
I'm in the fight of all fights
But look my knife is so dull
I used to dream about this every night
I'd write on my wall
Wake up at dawn
And plan the days strategy session
Just joking I was drinking and smoking and manic depressant
Bottled aggression
Listen I'm only hollow and flesh
Look I'll Keep sipping
Till nothing in this whole bottle is left
Who you trying to be now
Someone different all the time
I'm really starting to see how
We could never get it right
Well here's your chance to be out
Can you say we even tried
Baby please just put the keys down
You don't gotta leave tonight
There's only one way out
Only one way through this
Gotta stick together
Or we just might lose it
Going through some hard times
Soon get better you'll see

Yeah, I got my own family now
Gotta think about my future
Got a baby girl at home
I can't be stupid
One more flight then I'm right back where I need to be

I'm coming home
I'm coming home yeah yeah
I'm coming home
I'm coming home yeah yeah

Yeah I like what's in front of me
The rear view is clear
My past is all in the distance
And I'm about to disappear
So just wipe away the mirror
And wash away those tears
You had your own dreams to follow
But I'd always interfere
I know I shouldn't text
I should give the bottle a rest
You wear your heart on your sleeve
My heart bleeds right thru my chest
I know there's a message out there waiting every day is a test
All night I'm up late stressing
Laying awake in my bed
Driving these miles
It's been wild
But I'm cold and I'm tired
I'm burning so much oil
I'm spoiled
Got a hole in my tire
Sometimes it's hard to face it
But our day is coming soon
I can still hear your voice breaking
Outside my hotel room
And lately I've been drinking
And that's the only truth
Lots of times I feel like sinking
But then I just hit the booth
Now I can't stop from thinking
Bout what I have to do
And if I made the right decision
Ya It wasn't hard to choose
There's only one way out
Only one way thru this
Gotta stick together
Or we just might lose it
Going thru some hard times
Soon get better you'll see

Yeah, I got my own family now
Gotta think about my future
Got a baby girl at home
I can't be stupid
One more flight then I'm right back where I need to be

I'm coming home
I'm coming home yeah yeah
I'm coming home
I'm coming home yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah