War With Myself

You know what it's like
When my demons come to life
And I start to overthink
I begin to lose my mind
I can't be helped (can't be helped, I begin to lose my mind, I can't be helped)
When I'm at war with myself
At war with myself

Devil on my shoulder I see ghosts around me
Born a sinner too sinister
Whatchu know about it?
2011 I was close to drowning
All those close encounters with the police
Posting bounties
Told I'd go to county
Whatchu know about it
Whatchu whatchu
Know about it
1996 I was born and bred up into more drama
Poor mama
She ain't know how to help
With the boy's trauma
Ma was busy working
While I was out looking for problems
I was such a clown
Fucking wild
Kids were playing double dutch
While I was throwing uppercuts
In scuffles I been bugging out
Used to get in trouble then I'd double down
Barely just a hundred pounds
But always had to run my mouth
Ego trip when I get heated
It's at a fever pitch
Demons in my cerebral
The evil we finally meet again
And I'm sure you wish me well
But ignoring in the help
At the core it's just hell
When at war with myself!

You know what it's like
When my demons come to life
And I start to overthink
I begin to lose my mind
I can't be helped (can't be helped, I begin to lose my mind, I can't be helped)
When I'm at war with myself
At war with myself

Remember me?
That dude you forgot about
They used to tell me I would not amount
To nothing we was down and out
Stuck in my mama's house
Rapping but without a crowd
Until I dropped "Rise"
And I got mine
Now you'll get yours
For sure
Better prepare for me to declare war
Cause I'm airborne
When you see me you'll scream for
The marine core
Devil's reborn with these horns
No remorse
Never gonna stop for the cops
I run till I'm out of oxygen
Lot's of fun when I get jostling
Shocking them with the way I can jump
Right over the fence and drop in
From the top I pop in like a chopper gun
Better unpocket my Glock
And then cock it once no I cannot succumb
To any motherfucking bitch-ass hoe
Who talks that shit like oh really is that so?
If y'all had known what I been through
But you pissants don't
At war with myself
Till I'm ex'd out tic-tac-toe!

You know what it's like
When my demons come to life
And I start to overthink
I begin to lose my mind
I can't be helped (can't be helped, I begin to lose my mind, I can't be helped)
When I'm at war with myself
At war with myself

You know what it's like
When my demons come to life
And I start to overthink
I begin to lose my mind
I can't be helped (can't be helped, I begin to lose my mind, I can't be helped)
When I'm at war with myself
At war with myself