lose a friend

(アルバム： night, love you - 2020)

On and off holding on
We've been everything and nothing to each other
God knows we got history
I can't take the thought of us just being strangers
From when we started, it's not about your body
I loved you then I lost you, I hate thinking about it all
And now I'm guarded, deflecting all your comments
The only thing I'm thinking right now, right now

I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this
I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this
Every part of me wants to let you back in
I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this

Regret the night I made you cry
When I said that we should've never crossed the line
And I won't say it, no I won't admit
But I hate the thought of you with someone else now
From when we started one of us was brokenhearted
Whenever we're apart I always hate living without it all
And now you're guarded, deflecting all my comments
The only thing I'm thinking right now, right now

I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this
I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this
Every part of me wants to let you back in
I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this

I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this
I don't want it all to end, all to end like this
I know the way it feels and I can't go through it again
I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this
I don't wanna lose a friend, lose a friend like this