Me & Myself

(アルバム： Even When I'm Happy I Listen To Sad Music - 2022)

Night time, driving
Everything silent
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Still here waiting
Your voice frustrating
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Night time, driving
Everything silent
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Still here waiting
Your voice frustrating
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying

I don't got nothing lose so why not be me?
Trust if I really could choose then I would be free
I shoulda known I won't turn out like everyone else
I'm always running then caught in a place in between
I thought that I was done with the slow songs
Then I write what it's my head and it goes wrong
Pass out, wake up and it's all gone
Feelings really come alive when it's dark out
Think I'll fall into the sky with stars now
Got a split personality these days
I don't think that I'll be putting this guitar down
Like I'm so tired of being restless
I can't promise you the truth
I'm so lost in my perspective
Hide the things I'm going through
Wish I could I say that this was easy
But I go drifting till it's two
It's my medicine
It's my medicine, yeah

Night time, driving
Everything silent
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Still here waiting
Your voice frustrating
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Night time, driving
Everything silent
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Still here waiting
Your voice frustrating
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying

Yeah, I keep on trying but the pressure in veins cause a heat flash
Knees weak, palms sweaty, when they ask me what's wrong I ain't speak back, ay
Always disconnected, the world so cold when I'm here alone, yeah
Good at criticizing myself for some shit that nobody knows, listen
I'm not giving up I'm not quitting
I'm just saying there's really no fixing
All my trust issues that I kept buried in past
Covered by my lies keep tripping
How is this living?
Think I'm tone-deaf to the silence
All I hear now is the sirens
Playing on loop in my mind, something new I can't find
Every night I can't sleep, grows tiring (tiring)

And who am I supposed to tell?
Clear thoughts locked up, can you post my bail?
Old scars on my body getting no improvement
'Cause I'd never numb pain I'm supposed to feel, I said
And who am I supposed to tell?
Clear thoughts locked up, can you post my bail?
Old scars on my body getting no improvement
'Cause I'd never numb pain I'm supposed to feel

Night time, driving
Everything silent
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Still here waiting
Your voice frustrating
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Night time, driving
Everything silent
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying
Still here waiting
Your voice frustrating
You just know me so well
Talking 'bout me and myself I'm trying