Broken Wings

Think I'm losing it, I think that I'm losing it
I feel like I can't trust no one
I'm just used to this, I swear I'm just used to this, yeah

They say loyalty is rare, now I get why
If they want, let 'em leave but I still tried
Think the hardest truth to learn, one that cuts deep
It's the people that you love, they can still lie
Old wounds, cold heart but my soul bleeds
Swear that everybody giving what I don't need
Fool me once on you, fool me twice should've knew
But the third time, shames all on me
I miss the memories, not the person, it's so tragic
'Cause I feel like a lot of me's held captive
Didn't change, just learned, bridges let burn
Saved myself the time being proactive
As the void just deepens, no sleeping
All the bad thoughts creep in, keep speaking
But I know enough to run, from the things that I've done
I can't say I seen an angel, but seen demons, like, like
I can't be everybody's everything
When all this shit pent up inside
When this world full of people two faced
Who would stab you in the back, then say they down for the ride
All fake, I ain't some hero, no cape
I'm just growing wise to the snakes
So before you all ask why I ain't trust nobody
That's just not a risk I'm gon' take

Think I'm losing it, I think that I'm losing it
I feel like I can't trust no one
I'm just used to this, I swear I'm just used to this
Now I got no more places to run
Stuck in my ways, I'm just too stuck in my ways
Broken wings as I fall from the sky
Stuck in my ways, I'm just too stuck in my ways
Sinking deeper the more that I try

And maybe I'm alone when I feel like this some days, I don't know
A little bit messed up from decisions I made my own
But I ain't some victim, shed any more tears I won't
Like never asked you to rescue me if you really wanna leave, just go
No questions
I don't want somebody's love just to question
If they got one foot in, but the other foot out
Then they've already shown you their true intentions
It's either all or it's none, put me second place and I'm done
Therapy these words that I've sung
Know it for a reason, hurt souls, caught inside the rain
I keep praying that it'll turn into the sun, turn into the sun

Think I'm losing it, I think that I'm losing it
I feel like I can't trust no one
I'm just used to this, I swear I'm just used to this
Now I got no more places to run
Stuck in my ways, I'm just too stuck in my ways
Broken wings as I fall from the sky
Stuck in my ways, I'm just too stuck in my ways
Sinking deeper the more that I try