The First Time

If I just lie here
Without trying to be
Anyone or anything
Would it be enough
Would it set me free
If I'm just here
If I'm just me

Could I love me
Despite the mess
Could I find hope
When nothing's left
Could all these dreams
Inside my head
Become the life
I finally live

Ooh, I'm terrified, I'm terrified
But I
Ooh, I'm gonna try, I'm gonna try
For the first time

What if I get up
When I'm feeling weak
What if I don't run
From who I'm supposed to be
What if I took these thoughts
And said em all out loud
And when the whole world doubts
What If I believe

Could I love me
Despite the mess
Could I find hope
When nothing's left
Could all these dreams
Inside my head
Become the life
I finally live

Ooh, I'm terrified, I'm terrified
But I
Ooh, I'm gonna try, I'm gonna try
For the first time

Could I love me
Despite the mess
Could I find hope
When nothing's left
Could all these dreams
Inside my head
Become the life
I finally live

Ooh, I'm terrified, I'm terrified
But I
Ooh, I'm gonna try, I'm gonna try
For the first time