Like I'm Dead

You made me feel so alive and now you're way too upset
And I don't sleep at night I'll go insane from the stress
Think I just need some time from all this pain in my head
And I'm like this all the time, I feel like I'm dead

When I see you walk
When I see you walking by
I feel so lost
And I miss you by my side
The moment stops
The seconds we meet eyes
My heart drops
I'm terrified

And there are spiders in the light
Would I feel more dead if I died
I guess if I set it aside tonight

You are the one
You are the one for me
I don't know what
I don't know what you see
If you stay we can be so happy
You make my life feel so complete

You broke my heart
Broke but I'm alive
Left these scars
My heart is on the line
I'm with the start
I'm with them when I'm high
You broke my fall
But left me there to die

You made me feel so alive and now you're way too upset
And I don't sleep at night I'll go insane from the stress
Think I just need some time from all this pain in my head
And I'm like this all the time, I feel like I'm dead

I've been walking alone since you left me
This house feels cold it's empty
The things on my own I can't fight it
I think you should know I don't like it

I've been walking on fire since we faded
If you can be mine I would make it
Who can it be since I lost you
Going out of my mind, I want you

Crawl into my bed
And wait for the comedown
Inside my head my psyche gon' run out
I still hear what you said
Played to me on repeat
It's so clear to me
That you wanted to leave

I've been in the headspace for 3 days staight
And I don't think I can still feel my face
And I say
Can you love me just the same
As yesterday?

You made me feel so alive and now you're way too upset
And I don't sleep at night I'll go insane from the stress
Think I just need some time from all this pain in my head
And I'm like this all the time, I feel like I'm dead