Breaking Me To Pieces

(アルバム： With Love 2 - 2020)

Yeah
It's like I'm sentenced to twenty-five to life
Trapped in my mind, I've been
Hoping for a sign, praying for a sign, trying
Tryna stay alive but I feel like I'm dying
Dark clouds around, all the voices stay silent
I keep you in my life but no it's not because I need you
I learned people show you how they feel by how they treat you and mislead you
I'm sick of trusting all these people
They can't even look themselves in the mirror 'cause they see-through
They say your closest enemies are the people you know
They say the pain is necessary, it's the reason we grow
They say that love is temporary and one day we let go
We eventually move on from all the feelings we show, fuck

It feel like, it's breaking me to pieces
Running out of things and people to believe in
It feel like I found all my demons
Chasing all my dreams, yeah
It's not what it seems and it feel like
I'm running out of time
I just can't decide if I wanna be alive and it feel like
I don't wanna leave, every day that pass me, it's getting harder to breathe and it feel like

The ones I needed left me on my own, it feel like
I'm driving, swerving 'bout to lose control, it feel like, ayy
Maybe I'm not just meant for this place, it feel like, uh
I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake)
Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no
Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no
Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no

Yeah, driving down the interstate
Everybody home asleep
I'm the only one awake
Sometimes I just wanna disappear, wanna go away
I don't wanna shake your hand
I don't wanna have to fake smiles and conversations 'cause I know they see it in my face
I don't wanna fucking talk, I just need a fucking break
I'm not scared of all these shadows, they can't look me in the face
I'm not scared of losing anyone, we all could be replaced, yeah
Anxiety breaking my ambition
I don't know where to turn, I feel like something's missing
All of my friends switching, family look at me different
Lately I'm indecisive, I can't make a decision
I don't feel like I wanna die but I'm not really living
In my mind it's a prison, four walls and a ceiling
Facing consequences for actions and selfish decisions
Only thing that was always there for me was my addiction, listen
I don't wanna talk to nobody, don't wanna speak, uh
Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts and I overthink
Sometimes I get lost in the bottle until I sink
Sometimes I just feel like this world just isn't for me

It feel like, it's breaking me to pieces
Running out of things and people to believe in
It feel like I found all my demons
Chasing all my dreams, yeah
It's not what it seems and it feel like
I'm running out of time
I just can't decide if I wanna be alive and it feel like
I don't wanna leave, every day that pass me, it's getting harder to breathe and it feel like

The ones I needed left me on my own, it feel like
I'm driving, swerving 'bout to lose control, it feel like, ayy
Maybe I'm not just meant for this place, it feel like, uh
I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake)
Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no
Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no
Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no