How Many Times?

(アルバム： Joyful - 2006)

How many times i couln't sleep
Cause i saw you dien' in my dreams
How many times you lied to me
Raised my hopes and i belived
So many times you went away
Even thou you promest me to stay
You always said soon it'll be ok
But till today, nothing's changed

And now i know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of love

And now i know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This streath of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of us

How many times they said i'm a fool
But it's your child i have faith in you
I always thought one day i would realize
Leaving him reatcin paradise
But now i know it was just a dream
Now i know it will never be
a beautiful completed family
you just exist in my dreams

And now i know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of love

And now i know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This streath of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of us
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