What Kind Of Winner

(アルバム： One Sided - 2023)

I find it hard to trust anybody
You found a way to break my skin and hit right through me
It's hard to pretend that I cut the ties at the end
And that somehow I'm the winner

What kind of winner loses
Everything she gave away?

What did you do that for?
Do you love me or are you bored?
It's hard to pretend that we're just friends
And that I'm not the last one that you chose

What kind of winner loses
Everything she gave away?
What kind of winner can't love a saint anymore
Because of some prick on the screen found it really funny
To trick me before the finish line?

What did I do?
How did I lose?

I gave it all
You think it's all
Funny that I depended on you
And that I always can't hold up

Again, and again, and again, and again
And again, and again, and again, and again
And again, and again, and again
[?] not once

What did I do?
How did I lose?