Happier In Hell

(Maybe, you're not sad enough)

I'm afraid of medication
But, I think I should be on it
I keep trying meditation
But, if I'm being honest
Doing anything that's good for me
Makes me wanna vomit
I'm sorry for the mess I made
I'll clean it in the morning

I don't need your help
You can keep the Gary vee's and Ted talks to yourself
I'm glad it's going well
But, I've been to heaven...
It's happier in hell

Maybe, you're not sad enough
Maybe, I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days I'm a devil, today I'm a God
Maybe, you're not sad enough
Or maybe, I should give it up

I barely even drink
I quit the hard stuff like six years ago
When I'm starting to think that getting sober hasn't help in all
They say the grass is greener
But, I kinda miss the chemicals
Sorry, I'm not perfect
Yet, I swear it's nothing personal

I don't need your help
You can keep the Pelotons and Cleanses to yourself
I'm glad it's going well
But, I've been to heaven...
It's happier in hell

Maybe, you're not sad enough
Maybe, I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days I'm a devil, today I'm a God
Maybe, you're not sad enough
Or maybe, I should give it up

(Give it up, give it up, give it up, give it up, give it up, give it up, give it up)

Maybe, you're not sad enough
Maybe, I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days I'm a devil, today I'm a God
Maybe, you're not sad enough
Or maybe, I should give it up