Get Better

(アルバム： Ruin Your Party - 2018)

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm fucked up, don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
Trying, trying to get better

Walking around like the weight of the world is on my shoulders
Two big boulders, trying to get up but I'm sinking
And I'm plagued by all my overthinking
It's not that bad but it feels that bad
Little things build up, it's ironic that
These things that build up break me down so bad
And honestly, it's all of me
I gotta learn to let things go
What's wrong with me, it's so hard to see
It's like nobody else knows what's going on
But you do, so I take it all out on you
I'm so frustrated, so stressed out
Just can't help it, I'm breaking down

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better

I needed some fresh air, I take a step outside
You come and find me, saying "something doesn't seem right"
But I don't wanna open up 'cause I don't wanna bring you down
But these teardrops come pouring out
I'm just not myself (no)
I just need some help (no)
And that's the hardest part, letting go of fear
But it's a change I gotta make so I'm singing now
I wanna get better, it's gonna get better

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better

Say it right now, would that change anything?
(I'm gonna get better, it's gonna get better)
If I say it right now, would that change anything?
(I'm gonna get better, it's gonna get better)
If I say it right now, would that change anything?
(I'm gonna get better, it's gonna get better)
If I say it right now, if I say it right now
Would it change anything?

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better
I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you
I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do
I'm trying to pull myself together
I'm trying, I'm trying to get better