Self-Destruction (As A Sensible Career Choice)

(アルバム： Brave Faces Everyone - 2020)

Well, all I hear is "Patience"
All I have are missed bank payments
I can't keep my head above the nonsense
This ain't gonna make me famous
But I can't eat off this paycheck
My dreams are quick-drying cement
Slipping through the tips of my fingers
Filling my pockets
Cannonballing to the black when I hear you say

It won't be this bleak forever
(Yeah right)
It won't be this bleak forever
(And I hope you're right)
It won't be this bleak forever
(Have you seen me lately?)
It won't be this bleak forever
(Yeah right)

It's like I'm falling deeper and deeper
Thinking some day I just need a miracle
Need about 30 goddamn miracles
While you say "Be your own god"
You say "You're sane, so get yourself right
So we can start again"
I'm so preoccupied with my own life
I can't see the world is burning down
Until we're living underwater

It won't be this bleak forever
(Yeah right)
It won't be this bleak forever
(And I hope you're right)
It won't be this bleak forever
(Have you seen me lately?)
It won't be this bleak forever
(Yeah right)

And I'm stuck here pulling out threads
But this won't move in reverse
And I'll die here in the Midwest
Why can't I live with that?

It won't be this bleak forever
(Yeah right)
It won't be this bleak forever
(And I hope you're right)
It won't be this bleak forever
(Have you seen me lately?)
It won't be this bleak forever
(Yeah right)

It can't be this bleak forever
It can't be this bleak forever
It can't be this bleak forever
(Have you seen me lately?)
It can't be this bleak forever