Nxt My Father Anymxre

(アルバム： Nx Future - 2021)

(I'm lying on the bathroom floor
It's the only place where I can lock the door
I can't take it anymore)

I'm, I'm shaking and crying again
I know by now you'll never understand
I'll never be like you had planned

(You don't even know me)

So who are you to tell me what I should do?
You want me to lose
But I ain't doing this for you or someone else
Call me selfish but I refuse
To get down on my knees for you
What's your best excuse
For being such a dick to me?
Can't you see I'll never be like you?

Thanks to you my social skills are awful
I get nervous, anxious, paranoid
Whenever I feel like I'm about to break free from my bubble
But you don't care you just ignore
Thanks to you the way I see myself is just as broken
As you are but not in the same way
Believe me when I say
You're not my father anymore

(You don't even know me
So then I guess I don't know you)

So who are you to tell me what I should do?
You want me to lose
But I ain't doing this for you or someone else
Call me selfish but I refuse
To get down on my knees for you
What's your best excuse
For being such a dick to me?
Can't you see I'll never be like you?

Quit telling me the shit I should do
You want me to lose
But I ain't doing this for you or someone else
Call me selfish but I refuse
To get down on my knees for you
What's your best excuse
For being such a dick to me?
Can't you see I'll never be like you?

(I'm lying on the bathroom floor
It's the only place where I can lock the door
I can't take it anymore)