hurt myself

(Yeah, basically I made this song
I just, uh, I started humming this melody, hmm)

You would never look at what goes on
I got day-ones that I'll hold on
And I started up but I'm so gone
There's a lot of steam that I'll blow off
They can't make a case with no evidence
But the way that you feel 'bout me is evident

I tried and it hurts, but I don't hurt myself
And I lied, I'm the worst, is what you tell yourself
And I need somebody, to get me out of hell
Where I stay it is nice, would you stay here as well?
And I tried and it hurts, but I don't hurt myself
And I lied, I'm the worst, is what you tell yourself
Probably, wanna see, what it's like to be held
Where I stay it is nice, would you stay here as well? (Yeah)

Ayy, yeah, we both got shitty lives
Leftover fishsticks and frozen fries
I wish you would try in times like these
Addicted to your skin, while I'm chasing my dreams
You would never look at what goes on
I got day-ones that I'll hold on
And I started up but I'm so gone
There's a lot of steam that I'll blow off
Ahh, ahh, ahh, why you still calling me names?
Like, I-I-I-I'm so hurt I don't feel pain
Fire in my lungs, and blessings on your tongue
In a world that's turning grey
Yeah, yeah, the world is dark, we know that
So let's spark a fire

I tried and it hurts, but I don't hurt myself
And I lied, I'm the worst, is what you tell yourself
And I need somebody, to get me out of hell
Where I stay it is nice, would you stay here as well?
And I tried and it hurts, but I don't hurt myself
And I lied, I'm the worst, is what you tell yourself
Probably, wanna see, what it's like to be held
Where I stay it is nice, would you stay here as well?

So go down on me, bitch
Thought of me, dazzle my wrist
I started a lot of shit, them niggas copied it
Feel like I'm a mess put D in her esophagus, uh-uh
Stay with the glow, but I'm not 'bout to polish it
I would throw hands, if a nigga was talking shit
Do it with my dawg, I don't see what the problem is
Niggas come up, and forget who their father is
Old and it's cool, but I missed out on school
My mom, was at work, and I didn't have rules
Now I'm grown, with a tool, got a crib with a pool
When I dropped I was high, now my boys still in school, yeah
I don't miss class, I do miss my people
Remember the principle, nigga was evil
Bad bitch, give me throat like a seagull
Eyes on me, paranoid, 'cause they feel evil
I went to L.A and fuck with the people
Yeah, I guess that I wasn't alone
I was happy to get home, yeah
I was happy to get home

I tried and it hurts, but I don't hurt myself
And I lied, I'm the worst, is what you tell yourself
And I need somebody, to get me out of hell
Where I stay it is nice, would you stay here as well?
And I tried and it hurts, but I don't hurt myself
And I lied, I'm the worst, is what you tell yourself
Probably, wanna see, what it's like to be held
Where I stay it is nice, would you stay here as well? (Yeah)