No Way Out

(アルバム： MONOMANIA - 2020)

Stuck in a bottle think I need that
Tears in my eyes, can't go back
Tunnel vision now all hope is missing
Thinking that I made the right decision

Then 2 turned to 4, now I've lost track
Memories flooded as it goes black
Mistakes that I've made just attack, attack
When you're this lost most don't come back

Too close with no chance to let you know…

So tell me was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
Tell me was it worth it?
Maybe I deserve this?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out

Tell my family I love them, I'm sorry
Tell my friends it's ok if they hate me
Tried so hard came up empty
Forgive and forget isn't like me

I never learned how I need to let go
It's all too much so I swallowed the pain away
I couldn't stay…

Too close with no chance to let you know…

So tell me was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
Tell me was it worth it?
Maybe I deserve this?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out

I ran away, I ran away
Lied to myself, said it was ok
I hid the pain thinking it'd go away
Couldn't escape, I found another way
I ran away, I ran away
Trying to feel something

So tell me was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out

So tell me was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out

So tell me was it worth it?
Even if you're hurting?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out
Tell me was it worth it?
Maybe I deserve this?
I'd given in to all my darkest doubts
Like there was no way out

No way out
No way out