Lying To Myself

It's heartbreak cuts all over my face
I'm numb right now I don't feel a thing
I guess I kinda thought you would change
But I'm so over lying to myself
I burned ya picture away
Packed up I'm leaving today
I know it's better this way
I'm so over lying to myself

I'm so over you
And every little thing I hoped you do
And all the little lies you told me to
Over all the shit you put me through, yeah

No heart, you've taken what's left
Your beauty's cardiac arrest I...
Can't keep up its taking my breath
Withdrawals are bad I'm choking to death, ew oh

Don't you see what you've done to me
I don't need your company
Might take some time but you're realize that
You won't find you another me

It's heartbreak cuts all over my face
I'm numb right now I don't feel a thing
I guess I kinda thought you would change
But I'm so over lying to myself
I burned ya picture away
Packed up I'm leaving today
I know it's better this way
I'm so over lying to myself

I'm hopeless sober
Fuck your closure
All the times you screw me over
Now you wanna play like you're sad
Why you gotta do me like that

X'd out like you didn't exist
I fell apart cuz of you but I'm back on my shit
I never wanted us to break but whatever we did
I heal the pain wit the drugs and the money I spend, yeah

Don't you see what you've done to me
I don't need your company
Might take some time but you're realize that
You won't find you another me

It's heartbreak cuts all over my face
I'm numb right now I don't feel a thing
I guess I kinda thought you would change
But I'm so over lying to myself
I burned ya picture away
Packed up I'm leaving today
I know it's better this way
I'm so over lying to myself