i dont love me

(アルバム： in loving memory - 2022)

Dream another nightmare
I'm in love with all these ghosts
Stumble up a flight of stairs
Wake up all alone
Mixing up my words now
Don't leave me high and dry
'Cause I'm mixing up prescriptions
I don't wanna lose my life
I'm afraid that misery might take me backwards
I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore
I kill myself, everyday a little more
And I need you now, like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

I don't love you anymore
I lose myself, everyday a little more
And I don't need you now, like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

I wish that I was someone else
Different face and different home
'Cause I'm cleaning out my closet
Afraid of what I'll find alone

Now I'm trying to remember
What it felt like to hold you
You said, "Why you let yourself down?
Why do these demons control you?"
I'm afraid that misery might take me backwards
I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore
I kill myself, everyday a little more
And I need you now, like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end

I don't love you anymore
I lose myself, everyday a little more
And I don't need you now, like I needed you then
I don't love me, so I can't love you in the end
In the end
In the end

I don't love me, I can't love you
I don't love me, I can't love you