Apologise

(アルバム： Cannot Help Myself - 2023)

I know I'm rude
I can't take
When I'm wrong
And I'm told
Cos I get embarrassed
I haven't learned my lesson
From all the times
You said you would leave
And I
I can't find the words
Cos I get aggressive
(I find it easier
To sit here in silence)

I know I choose
To get mad
And if I don't get my way
I act like a brat but I
No, I can't
I can't seem to find a way
To say sorry
Cos when I've hurt you
I'm scared I'll get that wrong too

What's wrong with me?
It could all go away if I just apologise
Am I not strong enough?
To just say you were right
And I there won't be a next time?

So I close my eyes
And I keep it down inside
And it eats me alive
(Why don't you just?
Why don't you just?
Why don't you just apologise?)
Cos I can't admit you're right
At any time
(Why don't you just?
Why don't you just?
Why don't you just apologise?)

I know you're sick
Of my shit
We keep going around in circles
And now you're used to it
And it shouldn't be that way
So now I say
So now I say I'm...

What's wrong with me?
It could all go away if I just apologise
Am I not strong enough?
To just say you were right
And there won't be a next time?

So I close my eyes
And I keep it down inside
And it eats me alive
(Why don't you just?
Why don't you just?
Why don't you just apologise?)
Cos I can't admit you're right
At any time
(Why don't you just?
Why don't you just?
Why don't you just apologise?)

So I close my eyes
And I keep it down inside
And it eats me alive
(Why don't you just?
Why don't you just?
Why don't you just apologise?)
Cos I can't admit you're right
At any time
(Why don't you just?
Why don't you just?
Why don't you just apologise?)