Tightrope

I won't ever be the same since you left me to die
I'm on the floor, I decay, see it burning in my eyes
As it poured down my face, and now I'm barely alive
There's no way I'll survive
I never wanted this life but they say I'm the one
Will it end from the liquor or will I die by the gun
Will I still have time to see the ones that I love
Or will they find me all alone in a tub full of blood

Do you feel unconformable around me
Act so strange to the ones who care
Walk in a room and they all surround me
Keep a smile on my face through the depths of despair

And I scream how I feel
Everybody hears but no one listens
It seems like I'm hopeless
Everybody sees but no one focus
I'm screaming for help
Every song playing, you think it's a lie
Now I need someone's hand
So when the time runs out, don't say that you tried

Listen what I'm saying, do you think this shit a joke
You won't think it's funny till I'm hanging from a rope
Then everybody crying saying that they was my bro
But everybody lying, I done seen it all before
People gone drink till the lake run dry
People gone watch till they eyes catch fire
Nothing gone stop till we all realize
That nothing gone stop till we all get wise now

And I scream how I feel
Everybody hears but no one listens
It seems like I'm hopeless
Everybody sees but no one focus
I'm screaming for help
Every song playing, you think it's a lie
Now I need someone's hand
So when the time runs out, don't say that you tried