From Hell With Love

Sometimes
I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Yeah I hate every single memory

My mother minted the timid me
The minute my infant needs
Diminished cuz she wasn't finished giving them men a tease
She'd go out at 5 so I'd eat din at 3
No wonder why I still hide from intimacy
And disassociate...
I prematurely bought a trophy case
Cuz she said I'm chosen and she knows I'm great
Gave a false sense of self worth that I would grow to hate
Now I don't feel that it's appropriate to procreate
I'm broken but I'm coping great
Ain't been in a sober state
But it beats choking in an open lake
And thats BOLD to state cuz I don't like check ins
No need for connections I prefer expression
That bedroom I wept in, is now my weapon
I don't care what pen. I don't care what page
Every night I'm up late
Tryna figure me out

Sometimes
I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Yeah I hate every single memory

Sometimes
I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Sincerely yours from hell with love
(Sometimes I think about you)
Love
(Sometimes I think about you)

Spent, so many days as a basement dweller
Laid waiting for fate to erase this fella
Everyday was inflated with great displeasure
Wrote a goodbye page as a basic measure
Til 1 day it clicked and all came together
My parent's inner rage was the main oppressor
But explaining these things don't make them lesser
Like complaining 'bout rain don't change the weather
Instead I've learned how to turn pain to pleasure
By explaining it on stages, ain't I clever?
Never ever said cheese now I'm making cheddar
But I'm lying if I say that made it better
Maybe... I'm a puzzle that's forever unsolved
But I ain't special man this world make a mess of us all
I'm not a pessimist it's just that it was never resolved
If I don't put a rest to it how can I ever evolve?

Sometimes
I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Yeah I hate every single memory

Sometimes
I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Sincerely yours from hell with love
(Sometimes I think about you)
Love
(Sometimes I think about you)

Sometimes
I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Yeah I hate every single memory

Sometimes
I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Sincerely yours from hell with love